between brilliant and ridiculous

second guess
2006-12-19 || 2:20 a.m.

what am i supposed to do? i know your not happy, im not happy, but theres not much i can do if you dont help me. everytime i bring up you coming out here you pass it off. would it be any different if we were married? would you still not want to come out here? even when we have a house food and each other.

i want nothing more then to spend the rest of mylife with you. i want you in my life from now until the moment my heart stops.

brilliant & ridiculous