between brilliant and ridiculous

fucking tierd
2006-12-25 || 11:34 p.m.

you do this stuff everyother night on the phone why not tonight? why did you hesatate when i asked you what you were going to do? whats so different about tonight?

am i justified in having these thoughts? i think so.

opportunity excists everyday, i have no way of telling what you say is true, so i trust.
i trust everyword you say, everything you do. i trust what hear. i trust what i want to believe.
but i also trust myself. i trust what i feel. i feel stupid and almost betraied.

do i risk and dare ask or continue to trust? do i fight or stay passive?
do i decieve or just believe?

to many fucking questions im fucking tired of this.

brilliant & ridiculous